Well, I haven’t actually written here in such a long time… I have so many drafts, but nothing posted. I guess I’m just not that much of a writer. This is more just therapeutic at this point I suppose.

2020 I thought was shaping up to be an amazing year. Business ventures were going forward, personal relationships were falling into place in such a way that I had never experienced before… everything had it’s place, everything was where I thought it should be…and then it all fell apart, all within a few days.

I’m not going to sit here and relate every single thing that happened… I’ve done that already countless times. I’ve cried, I’ve yelled, I’ve been mad, I’ve been sad, but most of all… just confused.

Confused at my situation, thinking that you know people, situations and having what you feel like is an actual direction for the foreseeable future. Then to have things just fall apart…

Trust, honesty, understanding, compassion, empathy. Those are the mantras of this year for me.

I can’t stress how much those things mean to me and I feel like in the end they are simple to follow and simple to implement in your life.